Hi guys ! Long time no see.
It's the time for me to open up and have some lil quality time with you <3
auch sangat.

Rasanya dah bersarang sangat dah pun blog ni tak ada apa yang baru.
I have stop taking any pills, so i am so happy at least for me.
Dear, silent readers;
you there listening to my problem?
i'm so down these days.

DANGG I HAVE SO MUCH IN MY MIND BUT I CAN'T EXPRESS IT ! WHY THO ?

Well, here again.
I'm not the type who easily will open up to people,
but when i do. i guess that was a VERY BIG MISTAKES I'VE MADE !
yes, i do.
My last time i will open up for people i guess.
Nothing much i could earn from them.

I believe to trust people, but they lied.
Almost everyday.
I don't know but trusting people these day, was tough. REALLY.

Do you even believe yourself yet you want to believe people?
Oh god, let me breathe just for awhile.
My head full of your lies and you tearing me apart.
You just don't know the pain.

Between hope and believe.
People, human,
(i think people hate me too sometimes, because i hate myself too. don't worry lol.)
They. All of them use to give you a terrified promises,
and the way they talk full of lies.
To be honest, white lies.
I don't know whether it is just me or the white lies is clearly a LIE TOO !

Come on, lies is a lies.
Promise is a promise.
Hope is a hope.
Can we just stop believe in others ?
But we need them to stand in this cruel world.
If i have a choices between live or die.
I guess, i have to die before i kill myself twice almost everyday.

I'm the type who use to keep my problem by myself,
and hiding my tears away.
I'm a crybaby ! Hahahahaha oh dangg it, am not. really.
I'm good at holding my frustration breathe and my tears too !
Staff use to call me "depressed girl" yeah you know,
almost everything really irritated me and i still have nothing to shows
with my blank reaction but my eyes watery.
Can someone hold me and hug me closed?

Sometimes, i wish. Dude, i do wish i don't even have a heart for people.
I do wish i don't even have to think about people, about their feeling.
How they feel. Why they cry. Why they laugh.
My problem, because i care too much about people, but they don't even care.
THEY CARE ? MEH NO. LMAO

I'm very soft. The real me and i really hate myself.
Haih, i can't even say NO.
I love poetry so much, so i live in my world almost every seconds.

You don't have to pretend nice in front of me.
i don't really mind tho.
I'm in trouble for having such a soft heart.

Can someone teach me on how to live happily in this cruel world ?
with dishonest people,
stupid life.
(( please i want to curse ))

I want to cry even more. should i end here
(( lol, excuse my grammatically errors and language ))